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        昨天夜里被雷雨交加的声音所惊醒,把我带回了曾经与她度过的每次约会。她有的时候跟我越好时间约会,有的时候却突然从背后走过来捂住我的双眼,我想她大概是个任性的大小姐。我不清楚她带来的感觉究竟是冰冷的还是温热的。我只知道不同的心境与她约会的感受都不一样。

          记得有一年突然下了场倾盆大雨,她就是这样,来的这样猛烈。我手按在窗户上望着外面那些淋雨的人,他们给我的感觉是快乐的,好像这是它举办的一场盛大的舞会,他们就像享受舞会的贵族们,在她的相伴下翩翩起舞,可是我却觉得一切是那样的安静,就像在看老旧的相片,有些颓废的感觉。也许那个时候我真的不懂淋雨的感觉。因为我多半是没有带伞才能得到与她亲密接触的机会。

          直到有一天我懂了另一种心境,有人说爱淋雨是因我不想让别人看到眼泪,雨就像是天的泪,当难过的时候,她陪着一起哭泣,甚至比淋雨的人还要伤心。最初的雨就像滋润大地的露水,而后却变得汹涌,打在人的身上,有那么一点痛。但身上的痛又怎么与心痛相比呢?心痛的时候,仿佛听见心雨的声音,那是忍住流出眼眶的泪吗?雨越来越大,它变成了洪水,象头野兽,终于整个心被它撕个粉碎,心,只剩下碎片,不知道这算不算是一种美,那碎片就好像教堂里的艺术玻璃窗,散乱的美吗?心的碎片散落世界各处,失去了心的人,再也没有真正的痛苦,也没有真正的快乐,人,失去了他最重要的,灵魂。

          原来雨也可以这么可怕,我小心翼翼的捡起散落这这片大地的碎片,我走遍这个世界收集它们,但,直到我发如雪,我也没能将它们还原...残缺的心,我该拿什么来填补残缺的空白?

     

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